text post from 1 year ago

Hey I'm currently homeless with two cats and a dog! If anyone wants to help me out in any way possible my cash app and PayPal is in my bio.

Currently staying with my mom and she was able to let me bring the cats but I have so many bad memories in this house. So I have a roof over my head for the time being but I'm sharing a bed with my brother and this place really sucks. The cats are only limited to half of the house and my dog is staying with my partner at their foster parents place. I am not allowed to sleep there don't ask why, trust me I'd rather be there. I haven't been separated from my dog this long before, apparently he hasn't been eating due to stress. This is a really awkward situation for all of us and I am pretty unhappy.

New chapter of my life is starting off pretty poopy ngl

There's no sink in this tiny bathroom so I gotta walk to the kitchen across the house to wash my hands.. there's a second bathroom but it's under construction and it's just shower. No toilet or sink yet. There's not even a door covering the room just a blanket covering the entryway. When you gotta pee you gotta go through my brothers room (which also doesn't have a door) to get to the tiny bathroom and the door doesn't even shut all the way 😭 I feel like I get absolutely no privacy here. I barely sleep with my brothers knee in my ribs all night, and I'm pretty sure this place is haunted I heard some guy talking in the other room but everyone was asleep. I'm so tired


photo post from 1 year ago

HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE

MAKE A WISH

the first post ever on tumblr

I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK

WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK

like actually though. i’m in AWE of the notecount.

reblog to give your friend a bad day

this is the monalisa of tumblr

“And to your right you’ll see the colour of the sky post, and tumblrinas desperately trying to scroll down to it’s end.”

NOW THAT TUMBLR HAS ANNOUNCED TO SHORTEN LONG POSTS, REBLOG TO TORMENT YOUR FOLLOWERS ONE LAST TIME


text post from 2 years ago

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This is about Sci-Hub. yeah we get it.. gatekeep knowledge and protect the interests of capital…

Listen, this is serious.

Do not use the website called Sci-Hub!

It lets people access scientific articles for free. This is dangerous. It helps the free flow of knowledge and reduces the competitive edge of all the people who worked really hard to have been born into a wealth.

Like, it’s literally a website where you can type in the DOI of an article and read it, without ever having to pay the publisher who exploited the author.

So, again, do not, under any circumstance, use Sci-Hub. I mean, can you imagine a world where knowledge is free and easily accessible to everyone? Even, y'know, poor people?

Libgen also has many books online, including textbooks, searchable by name, author, and ISBN. Can you imagine textbook companies not getting their hard-earned income from poor college students? Here is the link just so you make sure that you never accidentally stumble across this horrible, unethical website.

Oh, and while we’re talking about books, if you’ve managed to stay clear from Libgen, definitely don’t go to zlibrary, where you can also find a lot of textbooks, but unfortunately they’re completely free.

Reblogging so you know which sites to totally avoid

I’m sure everyone here knows what to do when given police instructions.


text post from 2 years ago

guys … i am terrified. PLEASE reblog and like this if you aren’t able to help. 

on the very very early hours of the morning yesterday, my little sister (age 21) was detained by police. she has severe mental health issues and has been having a psychiatric episode for a week or two now, getting worse each day. she did not harm anyone nor is she accused of harming anyone, but i don’t want to discuss what she is being accused of since it is an ongoing legal matter. my sister has major depression and her therapist also believes she has borderline personality disorder, though she has not been formally diagnosed yet. we also believe she is on the autism spectrum. during the incident she was arrested for, it is clear that my sister was hallucinating or experiencing a delusion. the detective who arrested her did not know she was mentally ill (he thought she was intoxicated but they found there was nothing in her system; it’s a mental episode!!) he later told me and my dad that he would have baker acted her instead of taking her to jail if he had known. she is now being held in jail. she has no criminal record whatsoever and i am certain she is terrified and scared. due to covid, we can’t visit or even talk to her because all video visits for the next two weeks are completely booked. 

i have tried for two days now to try and get the jail to understand she is having a mental health crisis and needs to be transported to a mental health facility. her attorney is trying to get her to one. as you can imagine, it’s fucking hard to do that.

due to having to hire an attorney experienced in mental health, this situation is very very expensive. many thousands of dollars. but it’s a life or death situation for my sister and we have no choice. we are in huge debt for it now and trying our best to come up with any funds possible to pay for this and the future extensive mental health treatment my sister is going to need once transferred to a facility. if you are able, ANY AMOUNT, please please help. i swear every penny will be used to help my severely ill, sweet, brilliant, beautiful and kind little sister. i’m so scared and don’t know what else to do except constantly cry. 

venmo: @ajjess 
cashapp: $ajjess1 

i can give you my paypal via im if you need it instead. i dont want to post it because it has my full name and i want to protect my little sister’s identity. 

also, this post is from 5/2/21. im going to pin it until this situation is resolved at least a little. please continue to reblog, like, and help in any way you can. 

5/21/21 update. my sister is still in the jail system. unfortunately, her mental state has not really improved. we were able to talk to her for about 5 minutes this week, and that was the first time we got to hear her speak. it’s been so fucking stressful, chaotic and sad. she is physically safe and has been under the care of a psychiatrist in the jail, who i have spoken with and seems to be fairly knowledgable. however, in order to stabilize my sister we have asked a judge to send her to a psychiatric hospital so that we can get her into a more long-term care program once she is stabilized. that should be happening within the next week. we did find a good long behavioral center for her. it will most likely be a 30-60 day program and cost around 6K per month … so it’s a lot to swallow. but thank you so fucking much for all the support yall have given me. we were able to raise enough money to pay for some of the lawyer fees which helps SO MUCH you have no idea. pls continue to like and reblog if you can and want to. <3

6/28/21 update: hey all, good news. my sister was transferred to a crisis center that is partnered with the jail system about 4 weeks ago. it honestly has sucked but at least it was better than jail AND she was able to begin taking medication and is finally reaching out to my father and i again and is stabilizing. it’s so fucking good to see. on thursday we are going to be moving her to the good behavioral center closer to home and she will get more long term help that she definitely, absolutely needs. the improvements in her are so so so promising, though. and honestly there is no way we could have paid her attorney without your help. i can’t speak about the legal charges because it is still an ongoing case, but she is officially bonded out and on her way to help. however, we are still struggling financially really really bad … all of my credit cards are more than maxed out and i raised all their limits and my checking is completely drained. i dont even know how to pay to get to and from work right now. it’s wild. my dad is in the process of selling anything valuable that may still be at his house but that’s our last ditch effort at this point.

anyway, if you can continue to reblog the post even though it is so ugly and long now, i would be so fucking grateful. thank you to each and every one of you. right now i am trying to raise $100 so that i can buy my sister clothes and essentials as she moves to the behavioral/mental health facility. her belongings were lost while she was having her psychiatric episode, so she only has the one outfit she has been wearing that was provided by the crisis center. 

i love you all thank you. i truly believe my sister is on the path to recovery and living a life again and it sounds i’m just exaggerating, but we literally could not have gotten to this point without your help.